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will will come true!!~~September 18 Heading to San Diego!! - back in Bay Area!!~~well, well, well, I havent yet finished this piece of blog on new life in San Diego, I am already back in Bay Area.
There has been some unexpected complication - life is definitely colorful for me!~
Anyways, it feels great to be back in Santa Clara - It might be a boring place; it can also be home:-)
August 08 3rd year anniversaryTime flies - Aug 8th, 2003 I boarded UA858 to come to the USA for the first time. Technically I landed on this land the same day:-)
Cant believe it has been three years!!
Thank God I pulled myself through the toughest times, Thank God I enjoyed the happiest times too..
Vaguely remember myself crying and scrawling to bed; I have a better and clearer memory about the happy hours though;-)
Nothing special planned, just felt like doodling a bit on this special day anyways;-)
Looking forward to an even brighter tomorrow!~~ June 26 I'm Just A KidWhen we grow older, the topic of friendship persists and become hot once in a while; especially when we are dumped into a completely new environment, knowing nobody.
I came across this song sometime ago, and it struck somewhere in my heart. Still remember the saying: as a kid, everybody wants to grow up as quickly as possible, independence wins over everything; while as an adult, sometimes, we just want to be a kid again, to be taken care of once in a while:-)
Simple Plan - I'm Just A Kid;-0
I woke up it was seven Waited till eleven Just to figure out that no one would call I think I''ve got a lot of friends But i don't hear from them What's another night all alone When you're spending everyday on your own And here it goes... Chorus: I'm just a kid And life is a nightmare I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair Nobody cares 'Cause I'm alone And the world is Having more fun than me And maybe when the night is dead I'll crawl into my bed Staring at these four walls again I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time Everyone's got somewhere to go And they're gonna leave me here on my own And here it goes... Chorus What the hell is wrong with me, Don't fit in with anybody How did this happen to me Wide Awake, I'm board and I can't fall asleep And every night Is the worst night ever I'm just a kid... I'm just a kid... I'm just a kid... I'm just a kid... Chorusx2 April 21 What do you want from life?What do you want from life?
I was questioned the other day by my co-worker. My answer is happiness. If I am not happy, why do I need money, house, or anything? I have not grown up yet? Or I have
surpassed the material world:)? I dont know..
I do think about something serious from time to time, career, relationship, friendships, most times, I ended up depressed. Am I not mature enough to tackel this kind of questions, or this is just too hard for anyone? Do people really share these thoughts with others or just keep it with themselves?
If they do share, here comes the next question; whom can we talk to about it? Say, I cant talk
to some people I just meet:) They will simply freak out on me. Friends?
What is the definition for friends then? I always describe the relationship between people using circles and radius; physically and mentally. There are a looooooooooot
of people in Bay Area, I ran into more people in a day than I did in AL for a month.
However, how close are we? -- to be continued or not?:) March 14 逃学书童:P后弦 逃学书童 - 歌词 Rap： 我是逃学书童背书五十五斤重 脚步HIP-HOP节奏口中念咒，书海行走如风 不登范老岳阳楼不随知章回乡慢慢走 拒绝克隆陈规得道 刻下我身份独有） 大约在庆历四年春 书海传来两三声 先生说过我不笨 铁杵磨成针 厚厚唐诗三百本 爬格子的瘦书生 九宫格中提夜灯 韵律交待得要工整 李白杜甫的经纶 藏满黄鹤楼几层？ 轻舟载着瞌睡虫 周公读不懂 东坡笔下卖艺人 宫商分明徵羽准 两岸什么的猿啼声 问我厢房闷不闷 鹳雀楼 更上一层楼又传来踢踏的节奏 怨杨柳 塞外风沙狂舞六级到底够不够 问扬州 三月烟花何时答应悄悄后门跟我走 哼一首 学海无崖逃学书童喜欢对着麦克风 逃学书童每天念着四书五经 还有那唐诗和宋词在任性 可我只是我自己 逃学书童逃出纸上谈兵 会不会 累不累 问问浓墨几多 什么唐，什么诗 逃学书童书海在练字 什么腔，什么调 逃学书童课堂玩玩MIX (为谁在念书？) Boulevard of Broken Dreams:-)Sentimental song, reality show ....
deep down inside the heart...
"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams" I walk a lonely road The only one that I have ever known Don't know where it goes But it's home to me and I walk alone I walk this empty street On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams Where the city sleeps and I'm the only one and I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me 'Til then I walk alone Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah I'm walking down the line That divides me somewhere in my mind On the border line Of the edge and where I walk alone Read between the lines What's fucked up and everything's alright Check my vital signs To know I'm still alive and I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me 'Til then I walk alone Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah Ah-ah, Ah-ah I walk alone I walk a... I walk this empty street On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams Where the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk a... My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me 'Til then I walk alone... |
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